Kaya has been watching endless meadows on the coast all her life - marches. She is alone in the middle of this wildlife, she has to rely only on herself. Among her relatives, she has only one father left, but he does not care about his daughter. Fearing that she will be abandoned again, Kaya does not let anyone in and hides from the problems, as do the cancers she likes to watch. But for all her time, and one day the girl realizes that she is ready to share with someone her closed world. This is a novel about getting out of the comfort zone, finding like-minded people and growing up without losing one's identity, no matter what one's opinion may be.